Looking at the template of this blog make me remember this nasyid.
Keheningan Malam
Album : Jalan Bahagia
Munsyid : Hijjaz
http://liriknasyid.com

Bila malam menjelma
Memayungi semesta
Rasa hati tercipta
Menghadap yang maha Esa

Bintang bergemerlapan
Disinari cahaya rembulan
Saat indah perhitungan
Disiang hari kehidupan

Terukir rasa yang terasing
Pabila nurani dunia menghampiri
Tercipta rasa yang terindah
Diri suci murni
Redha dari Ilahi

Pabila suria mentari
Memancar menyinari
Bermula lagi kehidupan
Sehingga tiba waktu
Yang dijanjikan

Lagu: Mujahid Wanab.
Telaga Biru Sdn.Bhd.
Lirik : Airen.
Telaga Biru Sdn.Bhd.

Lagu & Lirik : Abai Os
Hijjaz Records Sdn.Bhd.

Hmm...have been so long not enjoying the Tahajud time. Just pray Tahajud without feeling the peace, without muhasabah, without crying and remembering all my fault. Allah, please hold me tight on your love, that have no limit.

[phi]

Remember Alloh
Album : Rumahku Syurgaku
Munsyid : Tazakka
http://liriknasyid.com


When you fell alone
You have doubts in your hearts
Troubles around you
Just remember Alloh

When you fell happy
Smile is on your face
You have love around you
The day is so bright
Just remember Alloh

Because without Alloh
You don't have a guide
Because without Alloh
You don't have a light

Alloh's love can make us peace
Alloh's love can make us strong
So you just remember Alloh
Every day every time
(back to #)

Alloh will be by your side
Alloh, the only guide
No matter what you think
No matter what you feel
Just remember Alloh

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent driffing on Through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter , I know I will cry
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understand
I don't even know why I do the things I do
when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down this walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
till I feel that I'm worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
beaneath those stromy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control
IT's a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you... to you


Feeling like it's being the soundtrack of this time. Wondering what's my purpose, wondering how to make me strong, lose control. Feeling no one understand and don't know why I do the things Ido. Hopefully it will be a long journey that ended with happiness.

I refused it. I didn't think to accept it, till I change my mind. Actually, I'm still confuse why I accept it. Some days before they asked me, my friend have told it to me. Since then, I'm thinking of accepting that.

I hope it will be my last year in my study. I'm thinking of concentrate in my study, till that offering come. Honestly, it felt hard, but it's harder to ignore it. When no other person accept it, so who will keep it then. Finally I said, "Yes, I accept it". Do you know why I accepted it? No, it's not only because no one accepted it, but it's more than that. I have a dream on it. I love IT, I love journalism, and I hope I'm still enjoying writing and graphic design. And I have a dream to colloring the 'media' in my country, in the world moreover. Changing the entertainment world, changing the way 'media' teach the children, and moreover I want to build my own animation industry. I love journalim and I want to see the journalism in my country become a better journalism, that not only thinking about how to produce money, but also how to teach the reader about worthinessand tell people about truth.

Nowadays, Islam was attack not only from fisical war, but also in the way of thinking. The brain washing is more dangerous than the fisical attack. It's terrible when Muslim don't know how to do, how to think in the way of Islam. And their 'weapon' in doing brain washing is television, magazine, newspapper, internet and other 'media'. So, the journalism, the 'media' of Islam need to stand up and struggling for. And I want to be the part of people that struggling in it. So, I hope i can keep this aim till the end.

Then, being an coordinator of student press in organization that I joined, was not so easy. Managing, coordinating, knowing each condition, planning and many other thing that I'm still learning how to do it well. OK, I have accept it, so just keep fighting on it whatever happen. If the final destination is just Allah's ridho, why still hesitate. Let make it become a great lesson in university of life. Throw away all bad thinking, open a new page. Keep on spirit, Never give up.

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